wtv..IDK anymore..=x

I need to stop and think..
Stop everything and start using my brain cells..
To start pounder whether i am trying to dig my own grave..
Or I'm just too dumb..=xx

I realise i AM diggin my own grave..and this makes me a bimbo dimbo..=ss
I could run away from it..
I could stay away from it..
I could just be tough and strong and be firm..
And just mind my own business
Be a nerdy quiet girl..
But i just need to stick my head there..
And always ended up makin a fool of myself..

It's not that bad..i guess
It's nothing bad and sad about making others happy and laughing?
If everyone is happy, I am too..
So what's the problem rytee..

Maybe i'm just thinking too much..
Maybe its my PMS-ing week..
But i hate the feeling of people talking bad behind me..
I hate the feeling of people using me..
I hate the fact that i'm making a fool out of myself..
I justttttt HATE it!

Like i'm just some tou who you could toy around..

If you don't know me..shuttappppppppp!!

I have no time to care so much about other and their lil thoughts..
so,
Idk if people thinks that i'm a weirdo..
Idk if people thinks that i'm boyish..
Idk if people thinks that i'm a lesbo..
Idk if people thinks that i'm some pornstar..
Idk if people thinks that i'm a DBSM..i dun even kno what is that mean!!
Idk if people thinks that i'm 'easy'..
like i'm some bitch you could just f*ck around with..

I JUST DON'T CARE what others think ANYMORE!!

okay,i'm turning emo-ing.

bad day.

hate today.

and surviving tomorrow.

=x