Tuesday, March 31, 2009

wtv..IDK anymore..=x

I need to stop and think..
Stop everything and start using my brain cells..
To start pounder whether i am trying to dig my own grave..
Or I'm just too dumb..=xx

I realise i AM diggin my own grave..and this makes me a bimbo dimbo..=ss
I could run away from it..
I could stay away from it..
I could just be tough and strong and be firm..
And just mind my own business
Be a nerdy quiet girl..
But i just need to stick my head there..
And always ended up makin a fool of myself..

It's not that bad..i guess
It's nothing bad and sad about making others happy and laughing?
If everyone is happy, I am too..
So what's the problem rytee..

Maybe i'm just thinking too much..
Maybe its my PMS-ing week..
But i hate the feeling of people talking bad behind me..
I hate the feeling of people using me..
I hate the fact that i'm making a fool out of myself..
I justttttt HATE it!
Like i'm just some tou who you could toy around..
If you don't know me..shuttappppppppp!!

I have no time to care so much about other and their lil thoughts..
so,
Idk if people thinks that i'm a weirdo..
Idk if people thinks that i'm boyish..
Idk if people thinks that i'm a lesbo..
Idk if people thinks that i'm some pornstar..
Idk if people thinks that i'm a DBSM..i dun even kno what is that mean!!
Idk if people thinks that i'm 'easy'..
like i'm some bitch you could just f*ck around with..

I JUST DON'T CARE what others think ANYMORE!!



okay,i'm turning emo-ing.
bad day.
hate today.
and surviving tomorrow.
=x

Saturday, March 28, 2009

i vote for EARTH!

28 March 2009
EARTH
HOUR
off your light for 1 hours!
stay in the dark..
have a candle dinner..
play hide & seek
go run around nakedly..
nobody could see
THE LIGHT is OFF!! =P
Go EARTH..!!!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Top of the Gunung Genting..

Another weekend spent with my family=))
This time is in Genting Higland..
Its been so long i haven't been up there to get their fresh air...
aaaahhhh..it sure feels GOOD!










Naik the cable car..

It is always so fun to sit in the cable car..trying to shake it off frm its cable.
but this time, i don't haf to try hard.. and it actually stop moving in the middle of the two hanging point =sss well,most maybe b'cos of the rain..and after awhile, it start moving again..phewww~

When you're genting..you'l shuld definately at least play the theme park there..well,at least thats wad I do,who still under 21years old kiddo would spent her fwee time while her parents run off to the casino =.=..

Indoor theme park is so really much for lil kids...and i definately outgrown it. I couldnt really feel the fun of sitting in a really sloww train ride =ss lolx,at least that what i tot until the last wee hour...
My mom was mumbling at us for not taking all the lil kiddos ride and just wasting her money buyin us the tix..so,we hafta take it and since there is no more the long-Q..we just go sat in one of the flying gondola rides...
It was quite fun actually..i was standin up on the gondola and i could see the whole genting indoor and music are playing..i was just dancing along the music while shouting HI to everyone i passed by =xx..yeah..i think i was too high in er...boredem-ness!
When i was doing that, there is 1 tourist took a pic of the silly me..=,= huhu..he thinks i'm some sort of performers=xx

the view of 1st World =)

After the whole fun riding moment, i meet up wif Denise.

She's been working there for er..almost 2months in genting..meet her up at 2am in the morning at mcD after she finsihed her work in MB..=)

while waiting for the 1hr to pass by..
sooo sleepy Zzzzz




Its been so long i havent seen and talked to her!! We ended up talking till 5am in the morning!! XD awww..its sooo nice talking to you!! heartt u,dear!
After the talk,i'm not even feel the sleepy-ness and is already 5am in the morning!

Then,the next morning, i hafta wake up at 7.30am to play the outdoor theme park..
zzZzzz..still in my dream..i went to play the pirate ship which makes my eyes just poped and awakee!! Lolxx.and we rode all the rides in the theme park.
And we head home later....




Next tuesday.YPC anugerah SPM =)

Thursday, March 19, 2009

When she sit in the right seat of a manual car...






Woooooowwwwwww...


"Whatttt a dayy!!"

...
That's the only words that i could use to describe my day today..=s
Today it's my 1st day of orientation in Sunway..
However,this post wasn't about what happen in Sunway,or during the orientation..
BUTTT....was about my journeyy to and fro from Sunway..=X


Lily's philosophy :- A lil crazy car driving could bring up to some crazy lil funny laughter that may cause excessive adrealine hormones raging that will ended up in a small car incident =x
So, ENJOY the ride of crazy funny driver!! =p


Its the 1st day of my orientation today..and i went to college wif Liki 'coz i'm not sure with the road and lazy to drive =)!


Interesting fact : She just had her license and was driving auto all this long, and now
she's driving MY MANUAL CAR all the way to sunway..

All the way to college..i started freaking out and shouting to change the gear and watch out for the cars & motorbikes,etcc...i was super nervous then the driver itself..but somehow, however instead of crying for help..i was laffing my head off=s...it seems funny to see the how the way she drives around,and that i'm bsides her freaking out! lolxx..

Results : Toll both:-hafta open the door instead rollin down the window(its broken=x) really fast..and strech her hand out to do the touch-n-go card!
Packed road :- almostt hit a motorbike who drove near my car..

CarPark Sun-U :- scared to park near super expensive car..parked in the middle of a
whole row of empty lots..RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE!



Orientation is bored..hafta listen to each of the profesor to talk..=x...alryte and then everything went smoothly in my 1st day of orientation..i manage to bump into many old fwens;yewjin, tarkesh, lapfai, shaz and ken=)) and meet some new fwens too XD ;
hsu yi, gene, lin, suki, bryan, ming hoe, kit yeng and chun kit!

On the way home..well,this is great! =D Hahaha..high raging adrenaline! =p lolx
Well,again..Liki will drive back..since she's the drive for the day!!



Interesting fact : Here she goes again!!~~~haha.
After college,we went back together and we brought us an extra passenger to ride with us..(Teng Jong)..and i do hope he enjoyed the ride too! =P

Results : Sun-U toll : as b4,windows broken..so hafta open the door, and guard start camin over us and yambling about us unable to masuk the ticket in =,=

McD drive-tru : she er..actually drive-tru the booth and went up to the divider=xx the car goes tiltedd!! DANG!~

On the slope : darn manual car..cant balance itself! Car went slopin downn..and she got panicking..well,mostly i was! Stop the car in the middle of the road..others start honking at us,lyk wtf! P people P !! we quickly change our seat and i took over the driver seat and drove backk..=x

pheww~the journey is almost ended and wad else will go rong ryte? well..i was sooooo dead wrong =ss..
the worse had yet to come =x...



Back home : Thursday,pasarmalam nite..damn packed wif cars alongside. she didnt see the lil cuite green myvi car..and was trying to avoid another car coming toward her...and so...*SCRACTHHH*!!! F*cKK..is the only thing came out frm my car! =ss wowhh..panickin gilar...staight drive back to my hse!
well, but we aint dat bad to just hit-and-run..and so we er..decided to compensate our damage..went lookin for the driver and in the end,we just wrote a 'sowi' nite and wana stick it to the car..=xx






lolx,innocently writting a 'sorry' letter and stick onto the car~ =)

my poor lil saga =x







and that's my day for dat very day..=)









let's do it again!~:P





















Wednesday, March 18, 2009



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I wana be your B.F.F...
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NOOOOOOOOO...get O.F.F!!
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from Suit Life of Zach & Cody
=)



i'm boreedddd.....=sss

Monday, March 16, 2009

a REFLECTION of a past..

I wrote a letter to my Aunt, telling about my journey so far..and mostly about Italy..
and here it is..
sigh,and as i do wrote, sweet memories just keep flowing in my lil brainss..
awhhh, i miss dat moments..!
Although it may seems that i went there in just a small period of time, but dat little short period is the period that i had experience the most; could be even more then my 17years of life=x! lol.
Most importantly, i found someone who would like me the way i are; i had family,cousins and fwens there..somthing that i have here in M'sia too..XD!
So,its had been a part of me ever since....=))


Hii 4Sum....
How are u???

I'm doing great here..just got back my SPM result and i guess,most of you knows wad i got..XD and i'm happy able to achieve all A's for it...
I'm starting my college soon, next thurs to be exact..=x Not really sure for this big college thingy =ss
Studying in Sunway College and doing AUSMAT..same like my sis,but my subjects are more to like engineering..
ya'kno..i told u dat i wanted to take up pyschology right..but my dad said dat jobs request is low and stuff..so i couldnt take it..and i wanted to take it as an extra sub, but coz im in an intensive course..the counselor there dont really encourage me to do..=(..but i guess, i could study dat byself or sumthing..

And about Italy..it was a life-time expriences..it could be said as UNDESCRIBALBE =D..i had really much fun there. at 1st it was kinda hard, but i think i managed to adapt myself quickly there..in just 1day, i get to be close to my host family, maybe bcos of their friendliness which make me feels like home=) and my host sister,Elisa who cares alot about me..
She brings me where ever she goes..dats how i could make fwens wif her fwens..and AND my host uncle hosted an AUSTRALIAN boy too,named Liam from Perth..so both of us gets really close together and we were helping each other out at times..Liam,me and my host sis went to the same high skul but im diff class frm them coz im older..
We joined the scout and it was really fun..i get to see how italians spend their time..and i gained lotsa fwens frm there..close 1 toOXD..

But in school, i dun really much enjoyed it..1stly coz they all speaks in Italian and i had to struggle to understand it..so most of them at 1st doenst mix around wif me, but after awhile..they do and I haf 3good fwens in class..Most of them helped me to translate their lesson into English..and i able to understand most of it except for Storia and Phylosophy(dislike the prof =s)...

We have school every Mon-Sat..and Sat class is mostly gym..so usually, i mean..every Sat, me and Liam will skip skul to go around Italy..just the both of us..we took train together. It is kinda fun and adventurous coz we both doesnt kno the places well, and we gota find our way by asking ppl for direction and stuff..well, it definately help to boost my confidents and independenceXD..coz here in M'sia, i dun think i get to that...=s So we haf visited : Florence, Venice (twice), Veronna, Ravenna and some small towns around Padova,the place where i live..=) And in Veronna, went we went there..there is a CARNIVALE..where people dress up and had band playing, sumthing like a masquerad..it was really fun! and that was my 1st time watching that in the Arena! =)

My host dad bring us around and visited the churches..wow, they are really beautiful wif all the sculptures and monomentsXD..and my family goes to church every Sun, and i tag along too...i able to learn their religion there too..its really cool!
And Chrismas is the best in Italy..that was my 1st time to celebrate the real Christmas, went to church in Christmas Eve and when we get home on Christmas day,presents are already under the Christmas tree=))..i got presents frm them too! I really enjoyed it..and we have family lunch together..! Is really an eye-opening..coz i dun celebrate Christmas here.
When in NewYear..i went to attend a party hosted by my host sis's bf..it was fun..fwens all gathered around for the countdown; dancing,playing; drinking..it was really nice..something dat I did wif my fwens back here too..

Well,my birhtday is in January and so, i celebrated my 18th birhtday here in Italy..at 1st, i was kinda sad that i couldnt celebrated it wif my family and fwens but turns out, my host family did a birthday party for me..and it was a masquerade party!! I was really touched by it....I invited all my fwens to my home,not really much but am glad i able to haf them along=)
We had fun partaying and i really had a blast on my birthday!! XD..it was the best.
The next day in skul which was my actually birthday date..my classmate throw a surprise party for me too..and i thought they won't as they aint that close to me..but they did, and my 2good fwens bake cakes for me too..i'm really happy that they did so much for me!! Schools turn out to be not dat boring after all if we haf someone to share with..

For vacations, i went to the mountains..1st time wif my sis and my host cousin..we went and stayed there for 1nite! That's how i get to be gud fwens wif my host cousin,Giulia..we played bob and slide down the mountain..it was really fun, snows are super white!! lol..it was really the 1st time i played with snow..so it was really a good feeling!..
and we stayed up late chattin about everything frm boys to er..boys =pp hahaha..

And as i told earlier, i joined their scout and i really love scout there..people there are really fun to be with,althought they are younger then me..but i able to mix around wif them easier than my classmate=x..anyway..i went along for their camp in the mountain(3D/2N)..we have to hike up the moutain and it was soo..difficult! I was the last to reach up..but able to reach up there and see the beautiful scenery was really awesome and worth all the fats-burning!! We had fun games to played in the snoww..and it was really great, it was a chance for me to get to know all of them better and for them to get to know me better too..and i felt after the camp,all of us are really close togetherXD..

As i have to go back from Italy soon,feelings started to mix around either to be feeling happy to able to go home, or sad that i have to leave them..Actually, i felt more of the sadness than the happiness in me..coz i believe and i think that I may not able to see them as often or as soon as i feel like to.. It seems although in that short period, i have somthing which i treasure and love there..i have a family, a home and my fwens there.It seems like a second home to me already..and thats why i really misses Italy and the people there! ='((
and i felt that is not the places,the sceneries or the beautiful cities in Italy that make me love and misses Italy so much..but the people there;my fwens and family..coz w/o them, it will seems empty to me. Like how Australia means to me coz all of you are there..=)

So,before i flied back..they had me a farewell party and all fwens are invited,since it was the last party and the last gathering..we enjoyed ourself to the maxx! Making all the sweet memories for me to remember for a really long time. And for the party, i baked myself a 'crostata',a type of cake wif my name L.I.L.Y on it..XD!!
A day before i hafto go to the train station, my lil brothers wrote a letter for me..well, 1 is in english and the other is in italiano..and when i start reading it, tears started to floww..huhu, although the msg was short and his english is not good, but it was really touching about what he said in the letter..=X

On the day i leave,everyone send me off to the train station..even 3 of my close fwens from scout!! They came over once the school finish! I was crying as 1st..but as the clocks ticks and my train may come any sooner, well..i started to tears 1st then all of them.i was sooo sad to leave them..so do they! ='( well, but......i kno, every meeting there will be a separation to go tru..but i promised them that i will come back to visit oneee dayy...

Sadly when im back..i got sick and was sick for almost a week..=X

Well, thats all of my stowie in Italy..I think this is my longest email i ever wrote..and when i wrote this email here, it really brings back all the sweet memories in Italy and makes me missing it more now! huhuhu..aikxx..but i believe "Happiness is real when only shared"..so i just loved to shared it wif everyone..=D


p/s: thanks for the shirt and the hand pouch and the letter,il be keepin that!XD


Take care,
Lily







...er, if you're wondering y do i even wana post this into the blog...
don't ask me..'coz i simply do so..for funXD..ntg better to do these days...lolx


and you don't hafta read it..><>

Saturday, March 14, 2009

sweet old P.D!

Saturday.

Day 1 : To Port Dickson =)


As always,the Chong's are always late..and if ever my family hafta go somewhere..we hafta make a BIG fuss about it..=ss


My dad was mumbling dat we're always late whereever we go..we're supposed to leave our house at 1pm after my bro finish his school..but we ended up leaving house at 3pm =xx
Excuses??


Mom: Go pack your stuff..we're late larh..always late..yada..yada..yada..


Lil.Sis : *yawn* i'm taking bath now..


Lil.Bro: Whatt..i just got back! I havent packk..=x


Me : I hafta find my MP3..i need it larhh..waitt!!


&


Dad : Bcoz of all of you, we are late..i'm just waiting for all of you..=.= dats not true!~


Well,after all the fuss,we took off..dad drive half way to Seremban and I get to drive the other half!!! huhuhuhu...XD..

I usually drive my manual car, but this time was my 1st auto car driving..lolx.i dunot know dat when u put it in D gear..the car will move automatically =,=..lolx,got freak out when the car just move!

Neway, I managed to drive all the way to the hotel safely..wif my mom mumbling at my left ear=x..hand all sweating=s



finished swimming..! camwhoring ~

the nite vieww..awwww..so peacefuLl=)
dinner time..everything here are so old
and different..even the food =x
dats wad my dad said..lolx

Then,we went to Billion,a supermarket dat we used to go....shop for groceries for the next day..



at first, i was wondering wad is my sis doing waiting along wif the other kids..then i know why..=.=

for her lil cups of fweee maggie me =X

After the shopping, my sis was mumbling that she is hungry again..wthh.we just eat! My dad then hafta buy supper..
So, we went to PizzaHut..and my sis went and bought 2large pizza for supper!!!






Sunday
Day 2 : Back Home..


Woke up early for breakfast, then went down to swim again! darn hawwtt wei..geez, got myself sunburn=x
Huhu..

the view of the hotel and the seaa..we stayed out far at the sea..huhu

mom came over and checked our room..=s

and yeah, messy lyk ever!!


huhuhu, and sadly,she got the blamed! =p



i am soooo dead if my sis found out dat i took her pic lyk dat ><..die die die
Neway, wad's life w/o being crazy for awhle..lolx..=p sowiii..


We checked out and now we heading to the beach..=DD the beach!! huhuhu..i miss it so much..
the sand, the breeze, the sea, the lil crabs and strafishes XD
In the car, mom gave us a blue cotton candy which she got fwee frm the hotell..lolx..BLUE COTTON CANDY!!


Dad started to mumble not to eat it..blah,blah blah..coz of chemical & colouring which could make your tougue go bluee too =xx
Well, we shuld haf listen to him...




We reached.Tanjung Tuan..XXD




Dad& Mom having their romantic walk =)
Trying to work on his masterpiece..lolx






finaaly..after the beach, we head back home!!
AND AND i get to drive all the way back homeeee....=)) lalalala..

The END