My StoryBook

Shower.

2011-04-27T06:23:00.001-07:00

I guess it has turned into a habit. Every time I encounter something I don't know how to deal with,

I will just run,I will just hide myself in the toilet, under the shower until i figure something out, I guess I like the water flowing down,splashing on my head. It helps to wake me up, make my brain running and thinking and splash some sense into my head. They are right when they say showering is not all bout cleaning up your body, most of the time they used it to think about life and everything around them.

Sorry.

That one day when we decided to go curly..

2011-03-06T03:37:00.000-08:00

That one day, we just decide that we want something different in us.

We have our little girl-ly time, that's the first girl time i had since i last remembered. We curl our hairs, our hair goes "boom", well..mine only actually. And we started cam-whoring till our heart content! *heart*

even when things are topsy-turvy, we will still able to smile through this.

that's what friends are supposed to do.

Girl's moment

I'm bored!

2011-02-25T16:03:00.000-08:00

I been watching Dr. House! Now in series 4 already!

Damn,i'm addicted to it! =x

Light up the skies!

2011-02-24T13:33:00.000-08:00

The last day of CNY, we celebrate it with dinner and fireworks! I didn't join for the dinner, but went to Bouldering instead. I had so much fun, climbing and hurting myself. haha.

And the fireworks was awesome,although it was short.

MASSOC

Malaysia & Singapore Society

It finally goes up the skies!

Sparkles

xoxoxo

and with loves!

Under your wings...

2011-02-22T16:34:00.000-08:00

Even the faintest stars in the sky

Have the right to fight the most beautiful brilliance

Who can I run to?

2011-02-17T09:09:00.001-08:00

I run from hate, I run from prejudice
I run from pessimists, but I run too late
I run my life or is it running me, run from my past
I run too fast or too slow it seems
When lies become the truth
That's when I run to you.

But who can i run to?

Holes Inside

2011-02-15T09:18:00.000-08:00

But if you hold tight, shadows will be lost in the light.

Oh cos sometimes, fate and your dreams can collide.

Not fun!

2011-02-12T11:11:00.000-08:00

I can't do anything with my blog!

Blogging isn't fun if i can't adds color in it! =(

I can't change my font size, the color of it, or adjust the size of the picture! Is it me or that other's blog are like that too? =S

Did i miss anything since i haven't been blogging for a long time? I think i need help!

and i haven't been blogging for so long..i need to update it! =s

Manchester for CNY. =)

2011-02-07T07:16:00.000-08:00

Date: 3/2/2011

Finally exams are over, and chinese new year has began. x) I am going to Manchester to visit my cousin and his wife to celebrate chinese new year, well..at least to spend a little time together and have dinners. =)

I went there for 3days, since class haven't started yet. I went early to meet up with Leon first, then at night, after their work, they pick me up for dinner and back home. =)

Leon was late, he failed to be a gentleman. =/ He said he gonna be a gentleman and wait for me instead of me waiting for him. Lol. Anyhow, he brought me around seeing the city since the last time i went, i didn't get the chance to tour around. I should have alot of pictures taken, if only i remembered my camera's battery is dying! =.=. sigh, im always like that, having a camera without batteries. =s

He took me for lunch at a Thai restaurant. It is really a good restaurant,foods are good, atmosphere are good. I can rarely find a good restaurant here in Sheffield.=x Then after that, we met his friend, and we watch 'Tangled' together, in 3D! That sure cost a lot.

We went to Starbuck after we set his friend off, and we chat till my cousin come and pick me for dinner.

So,here is some of the pictures before it dies off.=x

The city center. It so much bigger than in Sheffield.

Triangle, the shopping mall. All branded shops inside! =O

Manchester Eye.

The Cathedral

Then the weekend, my cousin bought me to a temple and a Chinese shopping mall, I bought some groceries back so i would cook. My cousin was stare-ing at this roast duck for so long throughout the groceries shoping,so we ended up buying the roast duck for dinner. =)

I had an awesome time with them. =) Sweet chilling moment after exams.

I'm 2milliondecades old.

2011-02-03T15:47:00.001-08:00

I'm finally another year older. I think as years pass by, birthday wouldn't be as fun as it is before. No more planning big parties, or big surprises, no more getting overly excited for being another year OLDER!
I miss how i got so excited when its my birthday, staying up till 12am to see who will wish me, excited to go to class to see everyone wishing me. Hmmm..sweet times. =)

This year, i turned 200years old, i mean 20 years old and i'm celebrating it far away from home, family and friends. Lucky,i have few of them that i can still call friends here to celebrate with me. Thank you so much! *hearts*

It went like this; simple yet fun. We cooked together, have a birthday icecream and we laughed and played together. Simple. x)

Its my birthday,its my birthday!

My birthday cake! Haagan-Dazs! Thanks Chia for the ice cream!

my girlfriend! xoxo you much!

They are my friends here. Thank you so much!

I think I miss them.

2011-02-03T15:11:00.000-08:00

Yes, I think i miss my friends.so badly.

I miss hanging out with them. I miss having breakfast/lunch/dinner and mamak with them. I miss laughing with them. I miss hugging them. I miss everything about them.

Something that i wouldn't be able to find here.

but at least, i know they are alway there for me. :)

no matter how far we are.. :')

but sometimes i just wonder,

how good of a friend i am to them? =x

Memories....

xoxooxolots

From Russia to England, and here we meet again.

2011-02-02T05:55:00.000-08:00

Date: 31/1/2011

Liyu came to Sheffield to visit me while he is doing his Euro trip with his friends, so nice of him to drop by and visit me. Lol.I supposed to pick him up at the train station and was an hour late, he was worry that i might forgotten to pick him up, but actually i remembered the time wrongly. Haha. =x

So anyway, i brought him around the city. Sheffield is so small, i don't even know what to show him about..

The winter garden. A small little garden inside a building. =)

He is showing off his Nikon's DSLR, while i only have my semi-pro, G12.

The city hall and fountain. Just realize that there is actually a fountain there. Haha, while bringing to sightseeing, i get to see more of Sheffield too.

Just bring back memories when we were in Italy.

interior design of the city hall.

The cathedral. I always wanted to go in there and see. So now i have the chances. ;)

You can just tell that he is so excited about it! =p

beautiful paints and arts.

the city center.

that's it. This the citycentre. Small isn't it?

A bright sunny day. Awesome day to begin with.

Chapel Street.

The tram,supertram!

That's another church that is converted into a hostel and lecture hall. And guess what, the field is actually a cementary.=O But still, students sat there and eat their lunches.

The back is my Engineering building.

After that, stop for lunch.

Burgers!

After sightseeing, we went to buy some groceries, cos somebody gonna cook curry for dinner! x)

Thank you for the awesome dinner, and it also last me few more days till my exam over!

I'll see you soon.

Listen Up

2011-02-01T06:38:00.000-08:00

Why are you crying
Did I say something wrong
Were’nt we just talking
Tell me whats going on

Cause I’m pretty sure my intentions
Were nothing more than conversation
Maybe you just needed someone
To listen to your heart

Maybe I spoke too soon
Maybe I said too much
Now that my face is blue
Think it’s time I listen up
I’ve already said enough

Sometimes I do this
Thing is I’m so afraid
When it get’s quiet
What you might have to say

Cause I’m guilty of
Overcompensation
I’m lost in my
Own translation
I apologize, I know I
Should listen to your heart

There isn’t anything that I could say
Not a word to get in the way
Of you, Of You, I am listening

2011-02-01T05:26:00.001-08:00

I know my strengths and weakness and I am going to make more mistakes, but I can't let the mistakes get to me. I know it sounds simple and it will take work, but when you make a mistake, learn from it and move on.

That's what i trying to do, move on, leave the past.

But?

Buhuhuhu

2011-01-09T09:39:00.000-08:00

I hope I did the right thing,

Just doesn't want to regret

the decision I had take.

Sorry

2011-01-01T00:07:00.000-08:00

Before the year end, i wanna apologizes to everyone that i have hurt..

Will you listen to my story

It’ll just be a minute

How can I explain

Whatever happened here never meant to hurt you
How can I cause you so much pain

When I say I’m sorry

Will you believe me

Listen to my story

Say you won’t leave me

When I say I’m sorry

Can you forgive me

When I say I will always be there

Will you believe, will you believe in me

All the words that I come up with

They’re like gasoline on flames

There’s no excuse, no explanation

Believe me if I could undo what I did wrong
I’d give away all that I own

When I say I’m sorry

Will you believe me

Listen to my story

Say you won’t leave me

When I say I’m sorry

Can you forgive me

When I say I will always be there

Will you believe

If I told you I’ve been cleanin’ my soul
And If I promise you I’ll regain control
Will you open your door
And let me in take me for who I am
And not for who I’ve been, who I’ve been

When I say I’m sorry

Will you believe me

Listen to my story

Say you won’t leave me

When I say I’m sorry

Can your forgive me

When I say I will always be there

Will you believe me

When I say I’m sorry
When I say I’m sorry
When I say I’m sorry
When I say I’m sorry
When I say I’m sorry
Can you forgive me
When I say I will always be there
Will you believe

sorry,for everything.

Happy New Year!

2010-12-31T22:56:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year,everyone!

Everything seems to comes and goes.

Now that the new year has arrived, the old one should be left behind.

All those that i have learned the past years make me realize how far can i go and how much i grown up.

Last year, to be honest, wasn't a good year. It was bumpy and rocky, a phase of journey where i haven't experience before till then.

I might have not handle well the problems and obstacle that had given me, i might have make it worse than it have given me, i might even ended up causing damages i didn't wish i had done. I dropped and i failed. Its really hard for me to stand back up, and i need time to do so. But no matter how truly sorry and regretted i was, i have to face thats what i had causes, and i have to learn from it and move on.

This year, i have a good feeling things would be better, life would be better. I decide to leave those baggages that had pulled me down,and be a better person.

Friends will be friends

no matter where they are.

Things are gonna get better

2010-12-02T08:09:00.000-08:00

Yeah, Yeah,
Mmmmm

Everybody’s got a time in their life
When everything hurts and nothing’s right
But you gotta walk on
Yeah, you gotta walk on

Everybody’s got a piece of their heart
That’s been stepped on and torn apart
But you gotta be strong
Yeah, you gotta walk on

‘Cause I know it’s hard to have the strength
And sometimes you can’t get through the day
But things just float on by like a river in the night

But I know things are gonna get better
And I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better
Standing here together
Yeah, we’re gonna be fine

Everybody’s got that one regret
No matter how they try, they can’t forget
But you gotta move on
Yeah, you gotta move on

Everybody’s got someone they’ve lost
And they can’t believe they’re really gone
But you gotta live on
Yeah, you gotta live on

‘Cause I know it’s hard to have the strength
And sometimes all you feel is pain
But time keeps floating by on that river in the night

But I know things are gonna get better
I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better
Standing here together
Yeah, we’re gonna be fine

And I’ve been shown hope
I see it in your eyes
So take me and touch me
‘Cause with a little bit of love
We can win the fight
With a little bit of love
We can see the light
With a little bit of love
It’ll be all right

I know things are gonna get better
And I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better
Standing here together
Yeah, we’re gonna be fine

Walk, walk, walk on by
Keep, keep, keep walking on
Keep, keep, keep walking on

It is already December, the last month of the year.
Hope everything is gonna be better from now... :)

I support Chee Li Kee..

2010-11-15T01:25:00.000-08:00

Yes, i do support her in, since the day i know her. :)

I Support Chee Li Kee

Chatsworth House

2010-11-10T16:55:00.000-08:00

Date: 23/10/2010
Venue: Chatsworth House

entering the castle

the library

so huge!

view from the garden.

my family:)
aunt, uncle, cousin and his wife

spot the hidden head.=s

colorful tress. its finally autumn!

recognize that owl? It appear in a movie! :p

Updates.

2010-11-07T08:32:00.000-08:00

Its been long i update my blogs. Been lazy. :s

So, the coming up posts would be;

1) Chatsworth House

2) Halloween Party

3) Nottingham Games

Broke arrow

2010-10-22T04:02:00.001-07:00

What do you do when you're stuck,
Because the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain,
And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that i'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, i'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missng him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wana be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love has still hit me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out
He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
It's the thought that he's missing,

I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him I miss him, i'm missing him,

And you're standing in the front row,
Wana be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love has still hit me,
Live a broken arrow,
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your hearts in two places?
You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're
Standing in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love still hit me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow...

My new room.

2010-10-21T02:14:00.000-07:00

My new room. Its not really bad actually, i have an en-suite room, which means I have my own toilet. =)

the entrance.
there is the heater, where i heat up my clothes as well,:p
and the laundry bag.

overview of my room
quite small,but spacious.

My teddy and the small alarm clock

that my daddy gave; really irritating and noisy!

above my table, the racks. I put junk all up there.
look~ Polaroid pictures! Memories. x)

Facials and make-ups. Started using make-up sometimes. =D

books and fail. still empty.=/

Foods! Mostly can foods, maggies and breads;
that's what you gonna eat most of the time if you don't know how to cook. =(

my desk. really messy=x

bottles of water=O

toilet

A trip to Manchester.

2010-10-18T15:34:00.000-07:00

Date: 25/10/2010-26/12/2010
Time: 3pm till the next day.

Not even one week here in Sheffield, and I able to travel to Manchester to visit my cousin. :)

First Day.

On the way to Manchester Piccadilly train station,

outside the window

the guest room where i sleep

Second Day.

My cousin, Dennis and I went around. He was so nice to spend time with me,bring me to places for side-seeing. :))
Today, we went to the Old Trafford. We went to this War Museum, and then to the Manchester United Stadium.

War Museum

Sailor raincoat
i look so huge!

View from the top

Manchester United Stadium

Trafford Center, hugest in Manchester

awesome design

Pizza Express, lunch before i head back.

We have Bakuteh for dinner for the first night and Indian cuisine before they sent me back , awesome! Then i played wii with my cousin the whole night till 1am before we slept off.

Thank you for taking me in. :)

Peak District.

2010-10-11T12:10:00.000-07:00

Extra more pictures. =)

Holy light!
See the sun only shine at that little spot. :)

Weee~

I'm on the top of the world loooking...

Little pebble of shit =S

The long journey.

Super windy!

Me!

Boys will be boys.

Walking up the Valley of Hope.

2010-10-10T16:27:00.000-07:00

Date: 9.10.10
Time: 9.45am-5pm
Venue: Adele, Peak District.

We went to walk at the Peak District, and joined the walking club. 5pound to join the club, and for any other walking event, we will get to go for free.=)

This is the first time i walked for soo long! We were divided to 3groups; fast, medium and slow group. Heee,we actually took the slow group,and lucky we did! We were the slowest walker in that slow group. ;p lol. We walked non-stop for almost 5hours!

holy light~

walking is so tiring! *l00k* long way to go!

lunch on the mountain top. best view ever!

groppie

more to come.:)

Here and there.

2010-10-04T16:32:00.000-07:00

I'm here now, you are there.

When its time to wish me good night here, its time for me to wish you a good morning there.
When I'm having my lunch here, it will be your dinner there.
Its the distance and time that separates us.

But that doesn't mean i have forgotten you. :(

Dad, Mommy
I'm sorry for whatever I have done that make you angry. I know I'm not the best daughter i could be, but i would never let you guys.I promise. Thank you for giving me the best in everything.. I love you.

My sisters
I miss you both! I will miss the time we3 slept in the same room,taking turns to NOT sleep in the middle. lol

Taipakpak

Thank you, thank you for always fetching us around. You're the coolest uncle i have. :)
We owe you a big big ice cream!

Yipakpak & yipakleong
I know I'm your favorite niece. I'm your god-daughter. Thank you so much for loving me as your own, supporting me financially too.

My big family

They are the best, are always there for me, always supporting me and always believing in me.
I'm sure i didn't disappoint you.

Kar Yee
You're the best ever friend i can have. You're always there for me, advising me and giving me your piece of knowledge. Thank you so much. Friends for 12years and still counting no matter where we are.

Eleng
I miss you so much. I miss your laughter. You're in Canada now, somehow closer than me than home. I hope you're enjoying Canada as much as I do here.

The girls

12/12 and just us girls. We been friends such a long time and yet,we manage to stay together. Ups and downs, we are still friends. Partying, clubbing, and all those crazy moments with you girls are wonderful. I'm going to miss it so much.

Ausmat-ians

You guys are my second family.love. I'm sure I'm going to miss you all like crazy. Craziness, laughter, silliness, support, love and care ; you guys never fail to give. I love you all so much!!

KP
My hotsexymachobumblebee. Thank you for showing me how to care, to love, to give and take. I know that you always care for me. From you, i get to grow, i get to be stronger. Thank you for everything. love.

Ashes

Although we don't see each other that often, but when we do, we will share our life stories with each other. Being crazy and stupid like we used too. I miss you. Stay happy and stay true. x)

Segi-ians
You guys are the closest i have in Sheffield. Thank you taking care of me. I know i would mess up the kitchen while trying to help to cook.

Sick.

2010-10-04T16:20:00.000-07:00

Urghh...I'M SICK!

Just a few weeks here and i'm getting sick. I'm having a bad sore throats, really hurts when i talk or swallowing my saliva. Started coughing badly too. I don't like being sick in this kind of dry cold weather. Its really horrible. I tried that,done that in Italy already.
=/

Urghh..I'VE BEEN SLEEPING IN CLASS!

Today, being in class is the same as not attending one. I felt asleep in class,well, BOTH of my classes that i had today. I couldn't concentrate and i don't even know what i have been scribbling in my notes. I'm doomed, i don't understand my subjects.
=x

what am i supposed to do.=x

Sheffield.

2010-10-03T15:28:00.000-07:00

Some pictures i took while in Sheffield. :)

The City Center.

From my place, i would have to take 45mins to the center. We walked to the city to get our necessaries. We're actually lost on the way there.=x

the 3lost sheep.

We had to ask for direction, till we bump into someone familiar,kennjoe's bro, Shaun =)) *halleluyah*

A walk to the city was fun AND tiring! But anyhow, we get to buy our stuff and tonight, we will have a goodnight sleep. :)

thank you for
bringing us around

Here.

2010-09-26T02:35:00.000-07:00

First day;

After 18hours of flight, 2 hours of transit, and 1 and 45 minutes of bus ride,
I'm finally here in Sheffield!

Weather here is Sheffield is quite chilling, and windy. Reminds me of the time when i was in Genting.

I checked in to my apartment. It was a new building and its still in a really good shape. Thankgod!
I have my own toilet, my own tables and my cupboards. My wall is painted red, and its all good. I like it. Somehow is really convenient on how they place their furniture.

After unpacking all my stuff, i realize i brought alot of junks that i won't be really using it here,lol, we went around touring Sheffield. We walked! It is soooo far away from my uni. I need at least 40 minutes to walk to my Uni.
Sigh. How am i going to do so every single day in the morning!. =x

Listen

2010-09-16T10:33:00.001-07:00

I couldn't wait. So i took and read it.
It doesn't take me to read half the page
before the raindrops start to pour.

listen to WangLeeHome,
You don't know why
i had to leave you.

HotLesbo

2010-09-11T10:04:00.000-07:00

more pictures to come...=)

warm.feeling.

2010-09-09T01:30:00.000-07:00

but in a different way,
I'm glad we did talk.

Day 4 : Exploring

2010-09-07T11:54:00.000-07:00

Day 4 : Going back to the days of war.

We went to explore the Vietnam tunnel.
and yes, i felt and hurt both of my knees while crawling through the tunnel. =s

Visavisavisa

2010-09-07T09:53:00.000-07:00

Today,we went to do our visa application at Wisma MCA. We went there about 7.3oam, Q until 8am when its open. It took us 6hours to complete our visa application. sigh. damn tired and boring.
Now we have to wait for another week for our visa to process, hopefully it would be out on time or i wouldn't be able to leave on 22nd.=x

After all that, we went to KLCC, walked around at the garden. Then we took the trains to TimeSquare, waited for Tze Wei to drive us to Pavillion.
Its bee so long since i take Lrt and monorail. Huu. old times.

KaiYan

KennJoe

Lize

Me =)

Day3 : Wedding!

2010-09-05T03:47:00.000-07:00

Day3: Wedding ceremony

Today's my uncle's wedding, we have to take 2hoursplus bus ride to a remote village area. Slept in the bus for the whole journey =s

the Vietnamese 'ka chiong'

walking into the village, almost 5 minutes walk.

the groom

the bride

Raymond & Ngoc Han

husband&wife

Taking a motorbike to their car

Wedding Cake

Day2 : Sightseeing

2010-09-05T03:10:00.000-07:00

Day 2: Sightseeing and Island Hoping

We went to an island by a boat, sat on a horse to our lunch's area, went on a sampan ride along the river bank. =))

i bought a hat! pretty right? i mean the hat.

Reached our island

Horsey~

Sampan cruise. I did help to paddle the sampan too!

Day1: Vietnam

2010-09-05T00:25:00.000-07:00

5days in Vietnam.
awesome.fun.tiring.pain.great.

Day1: Visit around Ho Chi Minh

Notre Dame Cathedral

The PostOffice

the drop of life o.O

wedding photo in the middle of the road!

Some building,i forgot what it called.

The palace

War Remnants Museum

Tiger Cage

Temple

Hard work payoff.

2010-09-05T00:18:00.000-07:00

Mood: Great.

I passed all my subjects, and i got confirmation that I'm going to Sheffield! *love Yipee~
now i just need to worry about my Visa application, hopefully can make it in time, so i can fly as schedule!

My dad said he is proud of me! Thank you so much for everything. I didn't let you down. x)

20more days to go.

i-City

2010-09-03T01:34:00.000-07:00

Birthday boy, Kai Yan.

groupies

*smash* wahahahahhaa

cake war!!

Then, we went to i-City. I wanted to go there for so long but never had a chance, this time i manage to drag them along.
We went there around 1am plus!

beautiful lights

the girls

the bois

them & me

me& her

weee,jump shot!

Done,and.over.

2010-08-27T03:29:00.000-07:00

Finally,final is over! x)
Stress are finally over..weee.
I have dark circles and pimples on my face arlready=x

Just hope that i don't fail any subject!*cross my finger*

Tomorrow, I'm heading to Vietnam, for holiday and to attend my uncle's wedding! He's marrying a Vietnamese.=)
I'll be away for 5days.

xoxolots

2010-08-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

stress.from.exam.
hate.this.part.
=/

2010-08-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

2010-08-09T06:56:00.000-07:00

there are always 2 direction in life or even more;

left and right ;
up and down;
front and back
there will always be choices to make in life.
you can choose your destiny,
but which path will you choose?

ps:thanksforthecall.i'mgood,

Annoyance.

2010-08-09T06:42:00.000-07:00

10 ways to annoy people.

1) Name your dog "Dog"
2) Holler random numbers while someone is counting
3) Begin all your sentences with "ooh la la" or "awwwww"
4) Speak only in a "Robot" voice
5) Wear your pants backwards
6) Ask people what gender they are
7) Ask the waitress for an extra seat for your 'imaginary friend'
8) Sing along at the opera
9) Mow your lawn with scissors
10) Honk and wave to strangers

flyaway.behappy.

2010-08-08T07:34:00.000-07:00

Hahaha, this just come upon me.
This picture.

It
makes me recall about you.
makes me laugh at the silly-ness of ours.
makes me smile back to the memories.
makes me remember that it all happen before.

i remember you were once like that.
my yellow bumblebee.
Now you no longer are.
But
i guess you found a better honey,
and i can't be selfish to tie you down.
be happy,and fly away.
=)

I'm a sunflower.
i don't belong to you.
but this really make me smile back.

be proud of me,okay?

random-ness.

2010-08-05T10:15:00.000-07:00

and i am that muffin.
i might be the best muffin,
the tasty muffin,
but muffin would
always be a muffin.
muffin would still be
just an ugly cupcake
in the end.=(

2010-08-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

Finally found out what's the tittle for this song.
Shontelle: Impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

gummybears.i.want.

2010-08-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

h.u.g.m.e.

2010-08-03T09:41:00.000-07:00

i just need one right now.

There's no need a reason to hug someone.

Its just a sign of love&care.

Whenever you see me,bump into me,
just give me a hug.

Quack.

2010-07-31T10:46:00.000-07:00

Duck: quacks. Chicken: quacks. Crickets: quacks.

Thanks for quacking with me.
That simply 'quack' could just make me smile
long enough to get through my day.

QuackQuack=)

To trust or To doubt.

2010-07-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

To doubt while trusting someone ;
To trust while doubting someone.

It goes two-ways.

smile for it had happened.

2010-07-26T10:54:00.000-07:00

I will believe that it ain't all just a lie,
cos i believe there is some miracle that make it all happened.

I wouldn't want to doubt
the trust I had for you.

QinRen

2010-07-21T09:18:00.000-07:00

because love, has never taught me how to survive
but as a deal of my vanity to the naive
and love has made us a stranger
and not becoming a noble soul within us

i just need your hug,not your kiss
i just need you to be my dearest,not loving me
do lend me your hand,one minute a day
be my dearest
and not becoming my lover or someone’s

2010-07-13T10:13:00.000-07:00

In & Out of life.

2010-07-12T08:38:00.000-07:00

quote from L;

everyone just walked off. they never did come back.

quote from J;
not everyone walked off. some don't,they will always stick to you

Trapped in the past.

2010-07-10T09:59:00.000-07:00

it hurts.
stay away.stay far far away from me.
even if i keep coming back to you,
just stay away from me.

wish you could just wait, wait till i'm gone.
and i wouldn't have to live seeing this.
and i wouldn't have to feel the pain.
and risk being hurt.

The Law of Least Effort.

2010-07-08T10:06:00.000-07:00

Grass doesn’t try to grow, it just grows.
Birds don’t try to fly, they just fly.
Flowers don’t try to bloom, they just bloom.

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

-Reinhold Niebuhr

weee~

2010-07-04T08:38:00.001-07:00

WEEEE, got my WhitePolaroidCamera!! YESS!~~

but it cost me more then i expected.=(
RM400 plus 3box of film!!
Urghhh..=x

flat broke.

Polaroid.polaroid.polaroid,

2010-07-02T09:07:00.000-07:00

POLAROID CAMERAA!!!

Arghhhh,i want it so badly!
Get it for me,pretty pleasssseeeeeee! xD

I wantd to get this;

Fuji Instax Mini 25 Instant Camera

or

Fuj Instaz Mini 7S
Both might look the same,but Mini25 have better features! But i'm not sure whether is out in here anot. =s
And Mini 7S is the limited edition,but cheaper than the other one!

I need to get it fast..!

What hurts the most.

2010-07-01T09:44:00.002-07:00

Tittle : What hurts the most
Artist : Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when
I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

Here comes goodbye.

2010-07-01T09:33:00.001-07:00

Tittle : Here comes goodbye.
Artist : Rascal Flatts

I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow,
Nothin's on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell

Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
That she was right here in my arms tonight,
But here comes goodbye

I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought I'd see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride

But here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had
That she was right here in my arms tonight,
But here comes goodbye

Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone
Oh, all alone,
But here comes goodbye

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
That she was right here in my arms tonight,
But here comes goodbye

I'm stronger than yesterday.

2010-06-26T12:22:00.000-07:00

I was a kid, i would want people to be around me, being there for me;

I would want someone to pat me at the back, to tell me that i was doing good.
I would want someone to kiss my wound, and held me up.
I would want someone to shed my tears, and tell me everything would be fine.

But i don't think i need those any more. =)
I would want to stand strong by myself.
I just want to be independent, without depending on you.

Rainbow.

2010-06-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

The little things that matters. The beauty that god creates. Rainbow. =)

Today, as usual with the heavy jams, and there is nothing to listen but the mumbles of the radio host during peak jam hours=x..
I suddenly look up and saw this rainbow. Ah, and it just make my day. Thank you.

on the way back. the cloud was really purple-ish.

Rainbow=)
the original version.

the edited version. nice.

The other lucky day i saw this rainbow too.

Pucca!

2010-06-20T07:06:00.000-07:00

Someone once told me that i'm alike with this series, Pucca.

Watching this makes me go awww.

For old time sake.

2010-06-17T09:47:00.000-07:00

Halleluyah. =]

Buon undicesimo mese incontrarvi.
Sarete sempre nel mio cuore.

Quotes&Thoughts

2010-06-13T09:56:00.000-07:00

True love doesn't have a happy ending, because true love never ends.
Letting go is one way of saying I love you

Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to.

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened
=)

OK, KO. Karaoke.

2010-06-11T09:51:00.000-07:00

Friday was awesome! xD

Date: 11/06/10
Venue : 1Utama

After classes at 5pm, we went to 1Utama to catch a movie together with our course mates. TingTing, Caroline, TzeWei, KaiYan, Will, Tiong Seng, Daniel and me=) Actually this is the first time the whole gang could hang out together, owhh..but Lize and KennJoe went MIA. =s

We went for movie, Karate Kid. The movie was nice, until the really interesting part, the film have to burned out.=x The screen turn black, and the cinema went total darkness! The whole crowd went boo-ing after it can't continue back. Huuu.=(
But but..lucky, we went to complain and get a refund. So we safe our RM11 back. But sadly, we couldn't watch the movie finish till the end.=x

After that, we went for OK session=). We had our dinner inside GreenBox, buffet style. But we didn't ate much, but we were given 24glassses of drinks for just 8people. I wonder=x...lol.
We spend time singing and shouting,and running and er, eating wasabi till 2am!

Huuuu, guess how much that is the total cost after the whole thing, it cost us RM500++! Goshh O.o

The night went perfectly well=)
Had a really fun time!

2010-06-10T09:43:00.001-07:00

I don't want to lose you but I don't want to use you
just to have someone by my side.

ihopeyouknow.

More Milk!

2010-06-07T09:02:00.000-07:00

More pictures of World Milk Day'10. =)

The Largest Milk Drinking Event!

Us, waiting to be given jobs.

Got a little bored, started going a little crazy.=O

The girls.

Showing off

Free water~

.heart.

Distributing the jobs; they are going around to look for people to drink along!

The crowds;
over 35oo people came and participate in this event!

Celebrities.

Aku & Tyler

The vent begins,big boss gave the first cheers.

Follows by the crowds.

i don't like milk!.=x

but have to drink anyway...=/

After the event, we had lunch at Carl's Jr.

Got pulled up the stage to play some games.
I lose=(

The workers! =D

lotsa fun!
xoxo

by MileyC

2010-06-03T09:37:00.000-07:00

GoodBye.

I can honestly say you've been on my mind
since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

(chorus)
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is Goodbye

I woke up this morning
And played are song
And throwing my tears, I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
Cause I know I'm waisting my time
And I don't mind

(chorus)
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprise to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember the simple things
We talked til we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying Goodbye
Saying Goodbye
oooh
Goodbye

2010-06-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

An elephant can die from a broken heart.
see how fragile this huge animal's heart can be.

some may look tough in the outside, but you will never know how weak it's heart might be.=/

Milky way..

2010-05-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

Date: 30/5/10
Place: Pavilion

For the first ever time, I worked! =O yess, am proud of myself. I went and did a part time event job at Pavilion, distributing milks during the World Milk Day and participate in the Malaysia World Record,most people drinking milk together.lol. I get paid rm100, for just half day. =)

more pictures to come. =)

Relay4Life '10

2010-05-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

This is the 2nd year i went for Relay4Life.=)

Venue : MSN,Bukit Jalil.
Time: 7pm till next day.

The people i went with;

JessMKY

Anthony

Walking in a muddy field..

Lets walk for charity! =)

give us H.O.P.E

You Matter!

After the walk and joging, the outcome;

Ants

Tyler; he's clean!

JessMKY; so do she!

Amanda with her muddy dirty legs, and
KY with her silky clean legs!

Dirts. Muds. Fun.

Washing up. Long wait.=x

Finally....

weeeeeeeet~

Around 12am, we left and went for mamak till 2am! The next day, we have to work for World Milk Day and have to be there at 7! Just few hours of sleep left..=x

And one more thing, i got into a police encounter too,after fetching KY home=x. I almost ALMOST bang a policeman car for using a one-way street! To defense my innocence, it was really dark and i couldn' see whether is a one-way anot, plus i don't know that was a police's car!=( Dammnnn shitty, but thankgod, i got off without getting any saman or giving them bribe. Safe! =D

xo.

Aww,

2010-05-28T10:12:00.000-07:00

Some comment i saw that can make me go, awwwww...=)

" The drugs I need for my kidney transplant are giving me memory loss. Last night I realized I didn't remember my boyfriend saying 'I love you' for the first time. As I cried, he said he would make me fall in love with him every day, all over again, if he had to."

" It may seem like I’m completely over you, and I may have tricked you into thinking so. But, honestly… every time I see or talk to you I want to die.
I miss you, more than you could imagine."

2010-05-20T08:12:00.000-07:00

tears flow out. wipe tears. blow out mucus. wash face. go to bed.
close your eyes. clear your mind. count the sheep's. fall asleep.

trying hard.
not anymore.soon

i'm fine.

2010-05-20T07:58:00.000-07:00

That laughter. That smile. That face. That's fake.

the final chapter.

2010-05-17T08:04:00.000-07:00

Happy 10th month.
love

although it doesn't goes the way we plan, but thank you anyway.
its great enough.

2010-05-15T09:49:00.000-07:00

Terrible terrible week.
too tired. too messy. too complicated.
is just too much.

And i just miss you so so much..
can't let you off my arms,
but i know i have to. =(

just hang on,be strong.lily.

That night.

2010-05-13T09:15:00.000-07:00

If you like something, set it free.
If it come back, then it is your.
If it doesn't, it never was.

Maybe it is the right thing to do, maybe it isn't.
Maybe i will regret it someday,
I don't know.
But all i know now that it is the best for both.

And so, no matter how hard it is,
i will try my best to move forward.
But i just need time.

I do care.

2010-05-12T09:31:00.000-07:00

I don't care of the status, of the names calling, of the texts received.
All i want is to see you happy, and i will be too.
and others won't matter much to me anymore.

wish time would just stop.
when we're together.

2010-05-10T10:10:00.000-07:00

in 3years time, how life would be?

Raindrop.

2010-05-10T09:50:00.000-07:00

All the countless tears may seem worthless when I think this back again,
But I just can't stop it from flowing down my cheeks now.

its almost there.

2010-05-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

If I already know the ending of my storybook, and it is not the way i wanted it to be,

should i continue to read on, and pretend to not know anything about the ending

should i just stop there, stop reading and tear the pages off?

i really hope you would still care, even if you know how it would end.

ShopShop.

2010-05-06T10:16:00.000-07:00

We went shopping today, i did actually get to SHOP! xD

the unready shot=x

both in white=)

I bought this dress, me likey! =3

and the red flower clip.

Let it be...

2010-04-17T10:13:00.000-07:00

i hope you could just understand me,
and listen to me for once.

OperaNight.

2010-04-15T09:48:00.000-07:00

Pics during the Opera Night.

Date: Last months.
Time: Night.
Place: Pearl Point Hotel.

Memories turn to ashes.

2010-04-15T04:25:00.000-07:00

Imagine how just a simple text could change my day.
Thanks, Ash.
I misss you sooooo very much!

Emptyness in me.

2010-04-15T01:45:00.000-07:00

"If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back to you
(without you having to plead and beg),
its yours forever.
If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be."

Can't take it anylonger.

2010-04-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
Ive been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you, boi
Cause you take me to the places that alone Id never find

Swim to your fishes..

2010-04-13T01:56:00.000-07:00

i just miss him.

...

2010-04-11T01:50:00.000-07:00

Its been stressing me out lately.
From tests to finals and everything in between.
And i been doing nothing, can't concentrate in my studies!
I'm doomed.shit

When in Segi,

2010-04-10T08:49:00.000-07:00

Sometime when people do lost control on how to be normal,
and this is how we do it....=)

Caroline & Lily

she's my ONLY GIRLfriend in the same course!

gay-ish dude=p

my course mates, just 5 of them...=x

2010-03-19T09:02:00.000-07:00

I.want.to.go.somewhere.far.far.away.from.here.NOW.

FatLi's surprise

2010-03-14T09:41:00.000-07:00

A surprise birthday party,
thanks to my dearKP and friends
heart you guys lots!

date: 16jan
place: Piccadilly

Thankyouuusomuch!

Old.friend.

2010-02-23T08:22:00.001-08:00

Some really old pics that i though i have lost it =s.

This is for you,Joyce. lol. I know you have fly to Aussie, and i'm sorry i couldn't make it to your farewell..
Well, good luck and take care. =)

2010-02-23T06:16:00.000-08:00

" And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine."

2010-02-23T06:05:00.000-08:00

" Just don’t give up, I’m working it out.
Please don’t give in. I won’t let you down"

2010-02-22T08:53:00.000-08:00

See it to believe it.
or
Believe it to see it.

I'm still that little girl
who believe in fairy tales.

2010-02-21T08:19:00.000-08:00

Maybe, just maybe...
we're not meant to be together.

sigh,what am i saying.
bullshit.